Kevin DOBBS
Copyright © Kevin Dobbs, 2001. All Rights Reserved.THE WINDS FROM MT. NASU
Some try to squeeze
the winds out of their headswith refrigerator doors.
Many try blow dryers.The winds helix like worms
through little wormholes in the sky
and in through the ears.Cars wobble oddly
at times like this;most cars in the valley
have fender scrapes.Children slip
off bicycles and trundleconfused along the gutters.
The elderly wettheir pants and sob.
People throw fruit and rocksat the sky.
Mr. Shimoda, Toshiba engineerof medical equipment,
was found earlier todaywith an endoscope
forty centimeters downhis throat.
"I was looking," he yells,"at the monitor to see
if my heart was still there.And it was!"
Mrs. Shimoda doesn'tbelieve him. I don't
believe it either. The windsdon't need hearts; they need
informationto use against you
when the time is right.The Nasu winds
whistle throughrice paper doors
during sleep, up throughthe floor panels
of your car at noon, upyour dress when you feel shy
and take what they want,depositing everywhere:
in chicken houses, throughthe leaning pines, in people's
houses, in people's heads.Ninety-year-old
Mrs. Kobayashi thinksshe's pregnant.
"But your husband,"we say, "died at Midway."
And I, even I imaginecentipede clusters, tight
as stoppers, in our drains.They give me
angina jolts."Take a shower now,"
Tan Yi pleads, "or I'll leave you."If we're not to be weary
of the winds, if we're tolive with them in our houses
we want at least to seethem-something like
a rainbow would suffice,colors with divisions,
or a pistol with cleanlytooled lines, a nearly perfect
hole, something that makessense for the wind-snarled
amygdalaflapping like a loose canopy.
Hold a gun. Hold a gun while gazingat a rainbow, and imagine
that wind does not blowanywhere on earth. Or imagine
that we're not here at alland cannot feel it anymore.